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11 Ugly Thing I Hate About Myself

Label by qeef as Opinion jer.., selfConflict...., that's life... | tepat pade Monday, October 24, 2011

>> Assalamualaikum <<

"There's nobody perfect.."

-Simple Say

Itu la perkataan yg slalu sgt kite dengar biler kita notice there is something wrong with sifulan bin sifulan..Tapi tanpa kita sedar, sebenarnya kita sepatutnya memikirkan hikmah yang ada disebalik setiap kesalahan, kecacatan dan kesilapan.. (jgn plak dijadikan excuses n hinaan...) dan itu jgkla yang menjadikan diri kita manusia.. maner ader org yang perfect.. sesempurna Rasulullah.. Hanya Rasul KekasihNya diciptakan sebaiknya tanpa dosa...

(waah.. boleyh tahan gak aq raser aper yg aq ckp nih.. haha.. puji lelebeyh kan...)

On the other hand, as a Muslim; Islam has thought us that we have to recommend one another to the truth, untuk memperbaiki kesilapan kita.. seperti mana yang terdapat pada ayat 3 Surah Al-Asr:

"Except those who believe (in Islamic Monotheism) and do righteous good deeds, and recommend one another to the truth (i.e. order one another to perform all kinds of good deeds (Al-Ma'ruf)which Allah has ordained, and abstain from all kinds of sins and evil deeds (Al-Munkar)which Allah has forbidden), and recommend one another to patience (for the sufferings, harms, and injuries which one may encounter in Allah's Cause during preaching His religion of Islamic Monotheism or Jihad, etc.). "

-Surah Al-Asr 103:3 (Translation in English Modern by Dr. Hilali and Muhammad Muhsin Khan)

By the way.. kita juga selalu mendengar potongan ayat 11 daripada Surah Ar-Ra'du; yang bermaksud:

"For each (person), there are angels in succession, before and behind him. They guard him by the Command of Allah. Verily! Allah will not change the good condition of a people as long as they do not change their state of goodness themselves (by committing sins and by being ungrateful and disobedient to Allah). But when Allah wills a people's punishment, there can be no turning back of it, and they will find besides Him no protector."

- Surah Ar-Ra'du 13:11 (Translation in English Modern by Dr. Hilali and Muhammad Muhsin Khan)

Oleh yang demikian.. perkara2 ini seharusnya menjadikan kita umat Muslim sebagai umat yang teristimewa, kerana kita sentiasa diberi peluang oleh Allah yang Maha Pemurah, untuk memperbaiki diri kita.. (namun kita selalu gagal n lalai..)

Kebelakangan ini, aq selalu jgak berusaha untuk memperbaiki diri aq, namun still fail.. Then, aq teringat masa aq a little boy n i have done something wrong.. my ummi wouldn't let me ask for her forgiveness... instead asking me back to list down all of my wrongdoings.. and paste it on my table.. in each day i see the paper, I have to correct my mistake.. (but, oleyh kerana aq terlalu nakal.. aq pegi sorokkan kertas tuh.. haha..)

Perkara yang sama jugak aq nak wat kat blog nih.. iaitu, list down all the thing about myself that i hate, dan cuba utk ubah.. lantakla org nak tgk pon.. biar bukak aib kat sini drpd Allah bukak aib kat akhirat nnti..

So, here are the 11 (first) Ugly Things that I hate the most about me..:

Wake up late.. almost everyday.. (Urrgghhh..)
Being lazy at the utmost crazy.. buang masa yg sia-sia.. (dah malas, buang masa.. sia2 plak tuh..)
Fail in time management.. ( Totally my enemy.. Grrrr..)
Sometimes skip Subuh prayer, but then only doing Qada' for it.. (very sinful..)
Stay up late.. Very late.. (and saying "insomniac" as excuses.. very bad habit..)
Coming late to class.. Latecomer.. (sampai dah sinonim dah..=_=')
Sesangat boros..
Main Twit, Fesbuk sampai lalai buat esemen..
Malas hapdet blog..
Menghilangkan kepercayaan org lain terhadap diri sendiri.. (dah macam ayat buku teks plak..)
Paranoid in no time.. (Takut itu.. takut ini.. I mean bukan takut hantu.. but takut silap x semena-mene..)

Sebagai langkah untuk berubah.. ini adalah salah satu cara yang aq rasa boleyh.. aq akan cuba ubah satu persatu nih, dalam masa 3 minggu.. sebelum masuk Sem Akhir.. ye.. aq baru abes Sem 5.. dah besar panjang pon.. Banyak jugak nak kene buat nih.. sebenarnya bukan 11 perkara ni jer.. byk ag.. tapi aq nak fokuskan kat this first 11 thing dulu.. the most terok habit..

Huh.. =_=

Wish me luck.. the progress will be done (by me.. ofcos la..) as i update this entry, whereby each strikethrough list of habits should be count as corrected.. (harap2nyer la..)

InsyaAllah..

Sekian.. Salam..